Set Me Free

You cancelled plans I waited for all day
You pushed this off and I stayed awake

Don't know what I'm doing here
Tell me not to ruin this
I don't wanna care too much
You are not a souvenir
I'll make you my universe
If you let me show you off
And I know you mean well but I feel insane
I can't stay at home till I'm out of this headspace
You can push me off
You can say I'm wrong
Tell me that I'm not that deserving of your love now

And I've been overthinking every night
Since the day you left me alone
And I've been on the road
Tryna forget how you let me go
And maybe it's not you next to me
But I want you to feel as obsessed as me
Maybe hating you would set me free

I hope it rains for years again
I pray this storm can wash you from my skin
Distract myself, I'm running out of ways
I wish you'd hurt me so I wouldn't stay

Don't know what I'm doing here
Tell me not to ruin this
I don't wanna care too much
You are not a souvenir
I'll make you my universe
If you let me show you off
And I think I might like you more as a stranger
The closer I stand here
The more that you take from me
And I barely know you so why do I care
I barely know you so why am I waiting here

And I've been overthinking every night
Since the day you left me alone
And I've been on the road
Tryna forget how you let me go
And maybe it's not you next to me
But I want you to feel as obsessed as me
Maybe hating you would set me free