Stationed

Take me to Johnny
Love me and hold me
Want him to save me
Make me behave please
Teach me I can be
Just like they want me
Eternal station
My ever changing

I'll never put it down again
This habit dies my only friend
I need this more than I need you
The biggest pill I chose to chew

Wanting to dry off
Clothing so rough
Somewhere a new one
To cradle my heart
Conducting, research
Begging my teacher
Please let me please her
Know I Could be worse

This smoke and poison fill my life
Feeding this habit all the time
I could not part with what is left
My stockpile drowned inside the wreck