American Metal

It was in you I sought comfort
And didn't know of your torment
I'm sorry I did not see this then
I was young and important

In time I found a reason to move again
Learning you were someone with all your little plans
And held to every moment In tired hands
We do it all and do it all and do it all again

To know I'm not responsible, but feel I am
I couldn't keep a distance and called you again
And if you die by suicide my blue heaven
Then thank you just for telling me
And doing all you could