Hated By Life Itself

Life gave you love and happiness
And it gave me violence and hatred
I wish everything was different
But there is no such thing for a monster like me
I wish having life in front of me
To triturate it's smiling face with a hammer
With all my hatred
Life gave you everything
And it turned it's back on me
The world hugged you
And they spat in my face
This jealousy feels like broken glass inside my stomach
I wish I have never existed
I wish die
I wish die
I wish having life in front of me
To triturate it's smiling face with a hammer
With all my hatred