The Ride

Deep seeded insecurities
I’m self defeated n ain’t no curin me
I revel in my immaturity
If I’m successful I won’t deserve to be
I’m not doin so well internally
If there’s a hell im burnin eternally
I’m in my shell n my feelings turn on me
It’s like a cell n my secrets burden me
Certain memories always hurtin me
I crumble Under pressure facing adversity
I stumble I’m a mess I hate the uncertainty
I fumble when I’m stressed I can’t shake the the nerves in me
It’s gettin the best of me
Guess this is my destiny
Take whatever’s left of me
When I’m Ded I won’t Rest In Peace
I’m my own worst enemy
Is this how it’s gonna be
I’m tryna runaway
From my self but I can’t escape

I’m haunted
Whatever’s holding on to me I don’t want it
I’m exhausted, I think I’ve lost it
My mind is racin so fast I can’t stop it...

I’m just along for the ride
Tryna hold on, hold on tight
Im just along for the ride
I keep trying to regain control...

Can u help me find my mind, I think I’m dying
I’m probably fine, this happens all the time
Can u help me find my head
I think I’m Ded, fuck what I said
I’m losin it...

Can u help me find my mind, I think I’m dying
I’m probably fine, this happens all the time
Can u help me find my head
I think I’m Ded, fuck what I said
I’m losin it...

I’m haunted
Whatever’s holding on to me I don’t want it
I’m exhausted, I think I’ve lost it
My mind is racin so fast I can’t stop it...

I’m just along for the ride
Tryna hold on, hold on tight
Im just along for the ride
I keep trying to regain control...

I’m just along for the ride
Tryna hold on, hold on tight
Im just along for the ride
I keep trying to regain control...

Can u help me find my mind, I think I’m dying
I’m probably fine, this happens all the time
Can u help me find my head
I think I’m Ded, fuck what I said
I’m losin it...

Can u help me find my mind, I think I’m dying
I’m probably fine, this happens all the time
Can u help me find my head
I think I’m Ded, fuck what I said
I’m losin it...