Still Thuggin

(Honcho on that beat, word, say that)

I knew niggas wasn't real, I shoulda listened to mama
Shit I seen with my eyes'll have you sick to your stomach
I'm on this road thinkin' deep, I'm tryna get me some money
Time flyin' by, I'm losin' friends I thought was a hundred
The shit we fell out 'bout wasn't nothin', I just hope it don't get ugly
'Cause when you lose friends, they start doin' sucker shit
Throwin' shade and attin' all the hoes they seen you fuckin' with
I'm ventin', look, I'm one man
Wish I can take everybody with me, I can't, bruh, I got one van
Holdin' niggas hand, but this year I ain't holdin' no hands
A real man, I hold my own dick, these bitches nasty out here, main reason I got my own bitch
And I know how to move, I'm in these mirrors twenty-four seven
I can't go, niggas tryna stop me from goin' home, they can't though
A real don dada, top shotta, the main threat
I'm havin' sex with hoes that brag about not havin' sex on the first date
I just woke up, made 20K this mornin', this my first play
Laughin' to the bank, I got them cryin', it's gon' be okay
Double clip on bottom of that Drac', they know I don't play
I'm leavin' niggas wasted, headshot but heard he don't drink
I'm faded, Percocets back-to-back, I'm 'bout to quit soon 'cause I'm lazy (ugh, woo)
Maybach, black on black, just got the chills, feel like I made it
My daddy seen this comin', heard what he said
That fucked me up, went zero to a hundred real quick (damn)
When I was broke, I was a real nigga, now they don't feel me
I gave 'em chances back-to-back, can't never say I don't give 'em shit
I'm poppin' Percocets but they ain't heal me
Know you bitch-ass niggas waitin' on somebody come kill me
I know you hatin' niggas tryna play it off
'Fore I fake it in your face, pussy, I'd rather tear it off
Them niggas must think I got rusty 'cause I kick it with my kids
I grew up in the projects, made it out, nigga, I see it
Some niggas still blind, gon' forever be stuck in the city
'Fore I sit back hatin' on a nigga, I'ma go and get it
It's my partner turn right now, he shinin', shit, he with it, I'm with it
That's just how it 'posed to be 'cause this rap shit a competition, shit, that's just what I see
Blind leadin' the blind, the kids dyin', shit, that's what I see
Mamas cryin', they pullin' up on time, shit, that's what I see, to jumpin' funeral lines
They don't never show no love until you die or you locked up doin' time
I been prayed up
I heard they would sleep on me but I didn't, nigga, I stayed up
So much on my mind, they fallin' back like I just gave up
What can I rap about when I done took some losses? (Losses)
What would you do if you see niggas tryna throw some crosses?
They don't care how I feel, they tryna get somethin' out my pockets
You was just proud of me 'til it was time for me to pop it
That cut me bad, real deep, in that water, six feet
Kissed my nigga on the forehead, told him, "'Til we meet again, nigga, I'm still thuggin'"
I know if you were right here with me, we'd be somewhere pluckin'
Been taking all these Percocets, really don't feel nothin'
I'm 'posed to stop when Deja died, but these bitches bustin'