Permanent Scars

Its like a walk in the park to me everyday
Took me 20, 20, 23, 24 years
Whyyyy
Well i guess i was made for this here
You'd prob have a heart attack
If i told you what i spent on drank this year
Half a million on this mud
I just spent my sons tutuion on these drugs
And my mind is just at war war war and i got permement scars
Pop another pill i might need take a break
Should i stop or keep going i cant tell witch make my heart ache
Im so high im paranoid this shit make my heart race
I dont know if i wanna die first but i dont wanna die last place
I rather share my last plate
I guess im still afraid to be alone thats my mistake
Butterfly it and before u bring it out take out the bad taste
Told her she dont love me like she think its just another phase
I aint the type to fix a smile that i aint brake that sad aint it
But When u pull that shit on me it aint that bad aint it
She like baby where u went hoe i went got that bag baby
& She think i been chasin hoes but i been bag chasing
Let me be a man baby I ran up that sac yeah yeah yeah
I stay wit that codiene like im zack yeah yeah yeah
Pull that plug on em get em wacked yeah yeah yeah

Think bout wat you say before u say it baby you know
I aint playin i wont let you take that back
I wont fuck her cause she fine and thats that
I cant name a time iran but i rack
Ya ming
Money how i stack
She want me to cum inside her i spilled it on her back
I dont want her kitty bitch i drive a CAT
But if this bitch get bouji ill go grab da benz
They on the internet with more cheese then ah mac
I got family members saying they wont do me wrong again
They tried to kill me now they prayin that i win
I got blood on my hands that i cant rinse
That nigga died and it was my fault
I aint ever get to see my cousin go and it dont hurt no more
You can prolly tell that i was lien
It a different type of hatin when you shine
Its a book of art of war inside my mind
Its some thangs i let go its sum thangs i cant
I dont know what to say i prollly need ah lil more time
I need ah lil more time
I need ah lil more time
I probley need ah lil more time
Ohh whyyyyy
Whyyyy
Well i guess i was made for this here you'd prob have a heart attack

If i told you what i spent on drank this year
Half a million on this mud
I just spilled my sons tutuion on these drugs
And my mind is just at war war war and i got permement scars
Pop another pill i might need take a break
Should i stop or keep going i cant tell witch make my heart ache
Im soo high i paranoid this shit make my heart race
I dont know if i wanna die first but i dont wanna die last place
I rather share my last plate