Not Feeling Up

I'm not feeling up now
Not feeling up now
Can we get down?
I'm not feeling up now
Not feeling up now
Can we get down?

I don't hold it all together all of the time
Mangled on a mound of medicine for my mind
Even when it's sunny I look out and find a cloud
At-the-end-of-every-rainbow I don't find gold
I try not to drown

I'm not feeling up now
Not feeling up now
Can we get down?
I'm not feeling up now
Not feeling up now
Can we get down?

I may not have ever got it right in my life
Been through all the motions as I've tried not to die
Even when I'm told I'm doing well, I'm sad as hell
I've tried everything to shake it, but I can't break the spell

I'm not feeling up now
Not feeling up now
Can we get down?
I'm not feeling up now
Not feeling up now
Can we get down?

Clearly I see lesser than I did as a kid
Maybe I need oil for my third eyelid
Even when I'm running out of breath, you chip in
Pull me from the puddle that I've puddled in

I'm not feeling up now
Not feeling up now
Can we get down?
I'm not feeling up now
Not feeling up now
Can we get down?

I'm not feeling up now
Not feeling up now
Can we get down?
I'm not feeling up now
Not feeling up now
Can we get down?