Hard To Luv
Derez De’Shon
3:35(Listen to this track, bitch, June) Oh, oh oh, yeah, yeah, uh, yeah Uh Times change, people change I ain't lyin', since the money and the fame I ain't been the same me Yeah, they say I changed a lot I say a lot done changed me Looking in the mirror Can't see myself sometimes Looking in the mirror, I see death sometimes Fighting this depression I need help sometimes popping pills Trying to heal this mental health of mine A lot done changed me Not no money, not no bitches Thots couldn't change me My dawg done changed on me a Lot like he got rabies Would have gave you everything I got But you betrayed me Niggas got lost and now they act Like they was saving me Swear I can't stand this shit no more Paraplegic somebody call the fire marshal 'cause I'm heated Standing in the hole all myself Guess I was team less But I stayed ten-toes down, undefeated Them niggas jumped off sides And they threw flags, homie I ain't going back and forth But I got racks on me You know what's in that bag I got straps on me You don't wanna see me mad, it get mad ugly I swear that love drove a nigga crazy Treated you like blood, cut me like a razor All I showed was love and You showed me hatred I ain't trying to judge you But why'd you change? yeah, yeah Times change, people change I ain't lyin', since the money and the fame I ain't been the same me Yeah, they say I changed a lot I say a lot done changed me Times change, people change I ain't lyin', since the money and the fame I ain't been the same me Yeah, they say I changed a lot I say a lot done changed me All this pain, all I could do was pray Sister got raped, what I'm 'posed to say? Huh, when she called, I ain't answer, man This shit insane i tell her it's okay Just glad she ain't get AIDS But she say she feel like dyin' everyday I swear I feel the teardrop on My eyes to my face And I swear I be lyin' if I say that I'm okay Murder on my mind, got me slidin' with the K Yeah, I should have listened to my gut But I didn't Niggas shot up my truck, tried to kill me But they missed me And ever since that day, when I wake up I see life different Yeah, and ever since that day I think of everything I didn't Like, what my children gon' do if I leave? What my mama gon' do if I'm Gone when she need me? I promise to be strong, don't get me wrong It ain't easy Scared to be alone, had what I wanted But she leave me And I gave her all the reasons All the lyin', all the cheatin' All the time I was following all these demons I let them trick me out my mind I was deleted and all the time I was blind But I should have seen it i'm sorry, Lord Times change, people change I ain't lyin', since the money and the fame I ain't been the same me Yeah, they say I changed a lot I say a lot done changed me Times change, people change I ain't lyin', since the money and the fame I ain't been the same me Yeah, they say I changed a lot I say a lot done changed me