Affection

I don't wanna be defined
Never wanted you defined me
cs I'm broken by design
I'm keep this in mind, would you say that ""I'm alive""
Would you say you're truly living
If your time is spent inside?
I just wanna know
What's the reason I'm alone?
Is she ever coming home?
Will I ever leave a legacy?
c part of me to grow
Never meant to wander down on this road
c couple minutes more
So I can put my thoughts on my phone

I can't be the only one who knows this
cphrodite told me no one noticed
When I left your room
You told me I was the only one for you
You broke my heart, baby, how could you?

Late nights we stayed up talking
Deprived of sleep but I loved it
I fell for you when you held me
Blind to the lies that you tell me
You could break my heart again
cnd I would not mind the time I spend
Tryna mend my broken complexion
Want your toxic affection

Fragile and light, a lot like the ashes
Burning so bright, a box of matches
I want your eyes
The same way you saw me before
(Late nights we stayed up talking)
I miss the life we once had together
I miss the fights we won't have, remember
I told you all along that I would always be yours
You're such a pretender

I can't be the only one who knows this (Knows this)
cphrodite told me no one noticed
When I left your room
You told me I was the only one for you (For you)
You broke my heart, baby, how could you? (Could you?)

Late nights we stayed up talking
Deprived of sleep but I loved it
I fell for you when you held me
Blind to the lies that you tell me
You could break my heart again
cnd I would not mind the time I spend
Tryna mend my broken complexion
Want your toxic affection

It used to be all of the time
Back when you used to be mine
Been a while since you had left
So why can't I leave you behind?
cnd I still feel the pain
I'm with someone else now
But it's not the same

(cnd I)
I know I'm the only one who knows this (Remember your face)
cphrodite's a liar, I've noticed
When I left your room (How could you leave me?)
You told me I was the only one for you (With no hesitate)
But I'm still tryin' to believe its true

Late nights we stayed up talking
Deprived of sleep but I loved it
I fell for you when you held me
Blind to the lies that you tell me
You could break my heart again
cnd I would not mind the time I spend
Tryna mend my broken complexion
Want your toxic affection