Crimson Tears

I wanna get away
I hate to admit it, but I'm so scared
Bathed in the lies and now I'm terrified

I'm terrified

I wanna get away
Forget who I am and all I was
Try to resolve all the pain I've caused again

I'm terrified

I wanna find a way, to make it up to you
Every word I say, the things I do
Mean nothing more to you
Now I can't breath
Now I can't move
All the pain I put you through
The consequence of actions
It's weighing down on me

It's weighing down on me

When the blood is falling down
And the sky is bleeding
I'm surrounded by the crimson tears
Of a love that I once found
When I feel I'm good enough
And my time is nearing
The consequence of actions
It's weighing down on me

I wanna run away
I have to accept that I don't belong
Thrown in the fire and now I'm dead inside
I'm terrified
I wanna run away
Try too hard to see myself
Look in the mirror I can't believe my eyes

I'm terrified
It's weighing down on me

When the blood is falling down
And the sky is bleeding
I'm surrounded by the crimson tears
Of a love that I once found
When I feel I'm good enough
And my time is nearing
The consequence of actions
It's weighing down on me

This is not a test

When the blood is falling down
And the sky is bleeding
I'm surrounded by the crimson tears
Of a love that I once found
When I feel I'm good enough
And my time is nearing
The consequence of actions
It's weighing down on me

It's weighing down on me

I'm terrified
I'm terrified
It's weighing down on me