Why Did I Laugh Anyway

Jokes disguised with lies soak up the shame
Avert your eyes to dull the pain
Why'd I laugh anyway?
Tell me what you really wanna say
I'll crack a smile and take the blame
Why did I laugh anyway?

Why?
Oh, why can't I trust my mind?
Why can't I trust my mind?
Oh, why can't I trust my mind? 
Oh, whoa, oh, oh

Don't you bother covering up your tracks
I'll never read between the cracks
When I fight back, you look away
Every mess I made, I can't take back
I'll try to fan the flames with gas
'Cause they won't last anyway

Oh, why can't I trust my mind?
Why can't I trust my mind?
Oh, why can't I trust my mind? 
Oh, whoa, oh, oh

I feel like it's all disposable
I laughed, it was uncontrollable
Why are you so inconsolable too?
I feel like I'm so destructible
My thoughts always interruptible
I've gotten a bit too comfortable with you