Self-Hatred

Self hatred
That's the illness suffers me
Self hatred
The devil still won't let me go
I told you before

The thing I hate the most
That's me
Tell me how to overcome
Doctor? teacher? friends?
I don't wanna talk to you about it
See, as soon as I start talking you, ignore too

It's too late
I would rather die
I'm tired of this kind of words
It's too late
I don't even want to sing anymore
I was almost over
Almost died

Many times but I'm barely alive
So I decided to be a different person
Not sure it's right
That made me want to see myself in the past
I just wanted relief
I'm that kind of a guy
Will I make it?
So, I can see you

Tell me, who you are?
Tell me your fucking name?
You took my heart and don't let go
For what reason? it isn't painful

It isn't painful

Each time I become unable to know who I am
What I want to do
Maybe I don't have to be strong
If I don't forget myself
If I don't forget myself

I decided to be a different person
Not sure, it's right
That made me wanna see myself in the past
I just wanted relief
I'm that kind of a guy
Will I make it?
I can see you

Scratched my heart and all I got was loneliness
The old me is disappearing
This is my worth

Scratched my heart and all I got was loneliness
The old me is disappearing
This is my worth

This is my worth

I'm myself
Don't forget
Come back (here again) before it fades away

What do you want from me?
You asked me someday
I knew the answer, long ago

What do you want from me?
You asked me someday
I knew the answer long ago

I just wanted relief
I'm that kind of a guy

I decided to be a different person
Not sure, it's right
That made me want to see myself in the past
I just wanted relief
I'm that kind of a guy
Will I make it?
I can see you

Self hatred
Today, I met who I used to be yesterday

I decided to be a different person
Not sure, it's right
Made me wanna see myself in the past

I just wanted relief
I'm that kind of a guy
Will I make it?
Oh, I can see you
Oh, I can see you