Numb

I've partied sober, over and over
I've battled demons, had one in my heart put to rest
Still look for better days instead

Oh, you should've seen it, watchin' me screamin'
Most nights I'm wired, I'm drinkin', I just need some rest
To get these burnings off my chest

I paint a perfect picture in my head
But in reality, I burn instead
You got me so numb

Got me so numb

Happy to stay by you, stuck in denial, killing myself for a girl that expired
It happened so quick, couldn't keep up the risk gettin' lift
Old man's been tauntin', should've read the warning

This wasn't that consumed with liquor for my purpose
Watch the time tick, day and night went so quick in these four walls
Are set all alone in the pain

You got me a perfect picture in my head
But in reality, I burn instead
You got me so n-

Got me so numb

I paint a perfect picture in my head
But in reality, I burn instead