Second Guess

I've been waiting in the shadows for a minute
Stuck here searching for a reason to keep living
I'm
Wasting away
Searching for ways out of this place
Stuck in my mind my own prison

Will they ever let me out
I guess I'll find out

Consequences still surrounding me
My minds defences just keep failing me
I'll take my chances and keep living in this hell
Surrounded by doubts my mind just won't stop spitting out

I feel the raindrops on my skin
I feel the snakes from the pit slowly slither in

Can't take the pressure watch the shell crack
Consumed prescriptions now my souls black

Rip the blade out

Pull the blade out the wound
Pull back and fucking stab again
I've never seen a rose bloom
So I won't fucking wait again

I can't keep waiting for my mind to second guess shit
I've been here stuck for a minute against my wishes
I can't keep waiting for my mind to second guess shit
I've been here stuck for a minute against my wishes