Nervous Reaction

Dishearted on this piece of paper
covered black and blue in ink
twirl my fingers through my hair
bite my nails to the quick
think so hard it makes me sick

breaking out, breaking down

envelopes and photos i could send her
licked, stamped, and sharing what i think
i pretend i don't care
I dont want to deal with it
think so hard i want to quit

Agitated and restless, i'm shy and upset
high strung and timid
so excited, i'm shaking