Gone

I can't believe my eyes anymore 
I turn around and you're not there 
I don't believe my mind anymore 
It tells me things I don't want to hear 
Where have I gone 
Crushing my soul 
Crushing my heart 
Where has it gone 
Crushing my spirit 
Crushing my hope 
I can't survive this life anymore 
Not one more day of this bullshit 
You turn around and I'm not there 
Not one more hour 
Not one more minute 
Not one more second 
I'm gone 
Sometimes I wish I could just go where no one knows me 
Sometimes I wish I could just disappear
Sometimes I think no one would even care
Sometimes I think no one would even notice 
I'm gone