Trying

If the words could speak as fast my mind
I'd leave the masses behind
Take it a day and one glass at a time
I wrote a song mentioning Hennessy
When I didn't know better
I hope it didn't push a pure soul to future endeavors
Involving alcohol to numb the pain
Or smoking instead of
Facing obstacle head up
I lay my head on my pillow
And hope I never fall asleep
Until I change for better
A perfectionist, and a critic of myself I can't let up
I put my life in these records
Holding thoughts in
Get boxed in my temperament fed up
On a pedestal get up
Off the high horse and a find source so you won't forget her
I know you still thinking of her I heard u still writing letters
Say did you get the messages that I sent
I bleed the ink when I writing
Did you forget think about again
I'm full of sin but I'm trying
Say did you get the messages that I sent
You know I put it in writing for you
Cuz it's more easy for me moving the pen
Can't move my tongue without biting
Ok, hiding in plain sight
If it was a snake it might try to bite you
So hang tight, don't move until further notice
I probably got stage fright
In a interview they asked me who I'm writing to I ain't lie
I just didn't tell the truth
Cause who is you to interrogate
They don't know that I barely made
The decision to give away
The songs you sing along to
Every uploads a hesitate
Then I sit and wait
And watch my life get played and congratulated
The life of a artist
I'm glad I made it to 2nd base
See right now I'm breaking even
When I'm traveling state to state
And believe me that's big in this Industry
So I'm giving thanks
If you feeling gracious sing this
So I know that my letter made it
Forever Yours signed and dated, play this
Say did you get the messages that I sent
I bleed the ink when I writing
Did you forget think about again
I'm full of sin but I'm trying
Say did you get the messages that I sent
You know I put it in writing for you
Cuz it's more easy for me moving the pen
Can't move my tongue without biting