Sabotage

Trying to meet expectation but I ain't the same
Wondering how I could be broken but still claim I'm changed 
Time after time, it's the same mistake on a new page
No eraser on my pencil so I guess I'm to blame 

In a constant day dream, what's ahead of me now
If I could just see, myself through this facade

But I tend to sabotage, I tend to sabotage.
I tend too, ruin my health, betray myself, my heart all on the table 
I tend to sabotage, I


Fading, fading, fading 
I'm not waiting 
Waiting, waiting, waiting for myself 
To give myself the honor
Of breaking  another promise 
I know that you're betting on it 
I've been waiting on it, on it 

In a constant daydream 
What's ahead of me now
If I could just see, myself through this facade


But I tend to sabotage, I tend to sabotage
I tend too, ruin my health, betray myself, my heart all on the table I tend to Sabotage. 


I... I, I, I, I .....

I tend to (ah)