Issues

I told myself that I was done, but it's my pride again
Heard foenem looking for the opps and they gon hide again
I swear if I could run it back he woulda died again
I know they trynna knock me off so now I gotta win
If they ain't die the first time, we gon slide again
I took my foot up out the streets and into finer things
Been popping pillies since he died, he on my mind again
The stuff I seen I swear to God it made me twice a man
How I caught you slipping and you tried to say it wasn't you
No I never left in all the times I said I'm done with you
You went and broke my heart and burned my trust but it ain't nothing new
Know I kept it real and held it down, I wasn't bluffing you
Why would I play her I already worked this hard to get her
I need you right there by my side so we can ball together
You can look but girl I promise ain't nobody better
Can't take this smile off of my face since I been bonding with her
I, I, I pour this drink and mix it every time I think I miss you
Sad to see we lost the bond we built because of issues
Every time you cried, it had me questioning my mental
But tell me why? Why? Why? Why you keep on thinking when I make it I'll forget you
Know I let you down a couple times I never meant to
Every time you need me I was right there to defend you
I'm trynna love you, Ian focused on no other though
Just take the chance, and you'll forget that you been hurt before
I promise I'mma give you loving you ain't had befo
You told me you don't think ya pretty but you had to know
Your face alone could make me smile because you had the glow
They faking all the love they had I know it had to show
I want you till the day I die and even after that
I know we argue, but you smiling in the aftermath
I'm goofy with you but I'm asking what you laughing at
If they want smoke witchu I'm stepping ain't no standing back
I'm banging out on anybody you know I'mma handle that
I'm handing you my heart and I'll be hoping you don't hand it back
Take you round the world and kick it anywhere we landing at
Loving you for you and no one else, cuz we ain't having that
You showing me your heart, and I'mma treat it like a habitat
Switching up positions got you thinking I'm an acrobat
Why would I play her I already worked this hard to get her
I need you right there by my side so we can ball together
You can look but girl I promise ain't nobody better
Can't take this smile off of my face since I been bonding with her
I, I, I pour this drink and mix it every time I think I miss you
Sad to see we lost the bond we built because of issues
Everytime you cried, it had me questioning my mental
But tell me why? Why? Why? Why you keep on thinking when I make it I'll forget you
Know I let you down a couple times I never meant to
Everytime you need me I was right there to defend you