Million Shades

I'm here and still I'm hard to find 
I blur the lines I redefine 
Too much but still never enough 
I feel so close but out of touch 
A lot of tears a lot of time 
I had to try to pick a side 
Dawn into dusk, day into night 
It's not as easy as black and white 

But who made these rules that you talkin' bout 
Look at the way that they weigh me down 
Words in my head that I can't say out loud (aaaah-aaah) 

How much can one heart take 
Before the one heart breaks 
How can we separate from love 
We're all a million shades of gray 

How much can one heart take 
Before the one heart breaks 
How can we separate from love 
We're all a million shades of gray 

Ooooohh 

Tired of switching up on lanes gotta let it be 
Ain't no checkin' any boxes I'm okay with me 
Understand, ain't your brand, so you just assume 
Here again all alone in this crowded room 
Always tryna show me instead of know me 
I'm bending backwards crying on the floor 
I just need a breath , maybe take a step 
Stand between the line while I figure out the rest 

But who made these rules that you talkin' bout 
Look at the way that they weigh me down 
Words in my head that I can't say out loud (aaaah-aaah)

How much can one heart take 
Before the one heart breaks 
How can we separate from love 
We're all a million shades of gray 

How much can one heart take 
Before the one heart breaks 
How can we separate from love 
We're all a million shades of gray 

Ooooohh 

I'm here and still I'm hard to find 
I blur the lines I redefine 
Too much but still never enough 
I feel so close but out of touch