Fallen Angels

I been on my lonely ever since my heart was broke
I'm drowning in my thoughts and I could barely grab the rope
Lately it's been hard to cope
Prolly cuz nobody know
Turn my back to everything because I feel I got no hope
Blowing on tree, smoking OG, didn't know what I could be
Can't even breathe, got on my knees, devil be talking to me
I feel the pain and the agony wishing that somebody could understand
I got a vision to make it but lately I feel like I don't got a plan
The walls are closing in hard
Used to escape wit the bars but now you see me taking shots at the bar
Or taking edibles n shit to get high
Spending money on this kush when I could barely get by
Oh my
God isn't gonna come and save me I'm a fallen angel baby
I'm addicted I be fucking up my mental daily
And this Instagram Twitter shit
Got me pissed
Got me thinking that I gotta get it quick
Luckily I really spit
Self esteem is low so I can't stand up for myself I gotta really sit
I know that I'm running out of time I gotta really get
Better but I find it hard because I keep relapsing wonder if I'll ever really quit