Setting Me Free

Begging for your forgiveness I'm feeling like something missing
Baby is it just me or am I really fucking tripping
Lately you acting different cuz both of us feeling distant
If there really is a god then I just hope I'm forgiven
For all the sins I committed promise I'm really different
I feel the devil gripping like I shoulda been in prison
I should've been of a inside of a cell but instead I'm mixing
Songs I recorded just so I could be somebody giving
I deserve the happiness I been knowing all of my life
All the scenarios that I made up I put up a fight
Shame and the guilt something that I felt every night of my life
I think I've suffered enough
I hear the Devil calling I used to be calling his bluff
Used to be walking around the campus and acting all tough
I was addicted to something dark because life was rough
Momma she told me loved me but it just wasn't enough
I wanna punish myself I wanna just feel all the suf-
fering it's blurry because I'm worried it feel like a drug
This is the way I confess
No more than this and no less
Nowadays I make music for people that's feeling depressed
Momma she my number one fan and that's all that I need
Truly appreciate all the people that's helping me breathe
I forgive myself for all my sins Devil letting me be
Left my past in the past and it's really been setting me free
Finally setting me free