Ptsd
Duce Ebk
I was chasing my dreams on an empty stomach I was standing in VIP while my rent was due I was looking backstage with the stars while my shit was growling Somebody show me where the money at Yeah, I made decisions with my heart and I regret what I did So many people did me wrong, I live my life on the edge & I ain't wanna take this route, but this the life I was fed Big Meech influence me, he doin' time in the feds Free mah' killers on the line, I wish my brothers was here And all my niggas doin' time and all these hoes disappear I been strugglin' all my life, I know I'm destined to win The thought of cita getting her life took give a nigga the chills Having conversations with lil stafa he said be patient Tu told me, just keep writing songs & you gone make it Dancing with the devil, I love blinkies with attachments I think about my daughter and wipe my tears up with a napkin Westside really thuggin' in them streets, he don't be actin Niggas just be talkin', we solve problems with all action I can sense a snake its hard to see them when the grass lift my circle Like a dot, if cello need it, we gon' half it see I been really thuggin' since a young nigga Niggas in them trenches with no blinky Every day we got a gun with us you ain't got no love for me Always keepin' score, count what you've done for me How you battle demons but ain't done nothing If niggas trippin', & I call them, they gon' gun for me We came from nothin', now the Entourage been bum rushin The streets what had a nigga lost, it ain't do nothin' for me I'm a slum, baby, you ain't been through what I been through I'm a slum, baby, I came from totin' them pistols I'm a slum, baby, I slipped and drowned in the system Ain't got love lately, been questioning niggas' mental I'm a thug, baby, forgive me for how I did you Cause I'm in love, baby, this distance been detrimental Misled your heart & I apologize Before you leave, let me explain, let's sit and strategize You and my thoughts, at night I Fantasize I been really thuggin' since a young nigga Niggas in them trenches with no blinky Every day we got a gun with us you ain't got no love for me Always keepin' scope, count what you've done for me How you battle demons but ain't done nothing If niggas trippin', & I call them, they gon' gun for me We came from nothin', now the entourage been bum rushin The streets what had a nigga lost, it ain't do nothin' for me I'm a slum baby I'm a slum baby