Too Late To Run

You were always there for me
You had always cared for me 
When I had to go and grind I would set aside the time 
Come over kick it with you 
How's your mind doing?
You were always asking me 
If I was ever moving back then we'd 
Ride around in the Mazda 
Listening to Eminem's underground shit at the Wawa 
Reminiscing of the times when I wasn't far from home
We would kick it every day but now I call from some 
Different city on the road I wish I could come home
I gotta go I'll hit you when I got some time bro
I was feeling like I let you down 
I was feeling like I left you up in that town 
And all the years we could have kicked but it's all gone now
Because you're way up in the sky 
And now I'm down on the ground and it's just 
Too late to run now 
Come time now
Too late 
Too late to run
Too late to run 
Too late too run 
You used to give me all your left overs 
The only one who looked past my mama's house and the mess 
Anytime you slept over
Never judged always had to have my back 
Would have leapt over cafeteria tables at anyone who'd laugh at me 
Poking fun at my teeth or my clothes or the shoes on my feet or my bad acne 
Always had a way with words
Always had to turn the sad happy 
I'm telling you I miss you
Losing a brother I'd give everything in this mother fucker to hit you on the line 
I'm telling you that I wished you send me a sign let me know wherever you are you got no issues
I keep rewriting the lines cause I'm tryna hold in all the anger that I have 
Cause you left me with a cliffhanger 
You ain't sent me a sign yet and I believe in that shit
But I keep hoping that I'm dead asleep dreaming this shit 
Was on my way to work when I got the call from your mother 
Saying that you're gone 
In denial thinking that you had another scare tears filling up my eyes 
Yelling at the windshield "Why?!" Swerving doing 90 pulled over to the shoulder 
Just to cry banging on the steering wheel "What the fuck God! Man it wasn't his time" 
I was hoping it was all up in my mind but it wasn't 
Now we're left here with the memory of ya
Too late to run now 
Come time now
Too late 
Too late to run
Too late to run 
Too late to run 
RIP Justin Matthew Wilkinson