I Miss You X Lonely

In case nobody's asked you this today, are you okay?
Are you really fine?
I mean, you know it's okay to feel a loss sometimes.
It's alright that you don't want to smile.
You don't need to explain bad moments - we all get them.

We did love you.
I still do, one day.
You know I love you.
I'm sorry that I said I didn't earlier.
The one thing I knew would hurt you.
I'm sorry.

Sometimes love isn't enough.
At least not for us.
I mean, it shouldn't be this hard, you know?
We're always fighting and saying things we don't mean,
And then we can't take them back. I hate that.

I don't know where to go from here.
How do we grow from here?
Maybe we don't.
I think we both know that we've grown apart.
That we want different things.

I want to break up.
I'm sorry.
You know I love you.
But love just isn't enough.

I've been thinking about you and how much I miss being around you.
I hope and I wish that you're doing okay.
And I just thought of you,
So I thought I'd call you to tell you that you crossed my mind.
And I took that as a sign.
The idea of you listening to this.
The thought of you on the other side of the line.

Not again.
Even if things never go back to what we were,
What I became so used to,
What I thought would be forever...

I don't know if or when you'll ever call me back.
But I'll keep trying.
This is coming from the heart,
So I just want you to know that I'm sorry.

Before I let the words come out without thinking it through...
I didn't think it through.
It's just where we end.

If you don't want to try to fix this,
I'll forever regret what I did.
So I guess I just wanted you to know that I'm sorry.
I'm sorry.