Oxycontin

And I don't want to feel like I lost you
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Promising relief from this horrible dream
When you wake up it's still not gone
You're so fucking ugly when you're nodding
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You don't need to be who I want you to be
But you're so hard for me to love

Lately I'm feeling insane
Trying to argue and tell you these opiates ain't for emotional pain
I know it kills it the same
I keep on banging my fist on the door
You nodded out after sending a text that
Was saying you don't want to live anymore
Later they tell me that you would have
Died if you stayed up and took any more
Try to ignore, like it ain't happened at all but I swore, I
Wouldn't put up with this more, times
I don't want to love you to death, I see
You hit the bottom and fell through
Hit the next floor and fell through it too
And I don't know how I can help you
When you don't help too

But I'll sit here and hold you again
And tell you everything is okay
I just want to know you again
Promise me that you're gonna stay

And I don't want to feel like I lost you
80 Milligram Oxycontin
Promising relief from this horrible dream
When you wake up it's still not gone
You're so fucking ugly when you're nodding
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You don't need to be who I want you to be
But you're so hard for me to love

And you say not to call the police, I know, I know
But when I'm worried, it gets harder to sleep, I don't, I don't
Yeah, I been so moment to moment, I don't know
How I been managing all the high to low
Then I start popping a couple just to see
And I got hooked on them too, I knew
That I was a risk, watching you battle it
Mom, I know I'm your kid, I saw what it did
And this the same exact spot you were in

Now I need you to hold me again
And tell me everything is okay
Like you did when I was a kid
Promise me that you're gonna stay

And I don't want to feel like I lost you
80 Milligram Oxycontin
Promising relief from this horrible dream
When you wake up it's still not gone
You're so fucking ugly when you're nodding
80 Milligram Oxycontin
Running through the leaves of this family tree
Plucking everyone off slow