Heavens In Ashes

There's glass in the sunrise, blood in the prayer,
I keep finding pieces of you everywhere.
We built a church out of cigarette burns,
And worshipped the things we swore we'd unlearn.

I carved your name into my lungs,
So every breath still cuts me once.
And every scar you left behind
Feels more like proof that I'm alive.

Heaven's in ashes and I'm still cold,
Trying to love what I can't hold.
I'm not looking for faith or peace -
Just something that reminds me of me.
You can't save what's already gone,
But I'll keep praying like I'm wrong.
Heaven's in ashes -
And I'm still singing along.

Your voice still hides in the feedback hum,
Like a ghost that never learned to run.
I light another match and let it fade,
Pretend the smoke remembers your face.

There's holiness in what we destroy,
And every wound was once a joy.
If loving you was blasphemy,
Then let me die believing.

Heaven's in ashes and I'm still cold,
Trying to love what I can't hold.
I'm not looking for faith or peace -
Just something that reminds me of me.
You can't save what's already gone,
But I'll keep praying like I'm wrong.
Heaven's in ashes -
And I'm still singing along.

Maybe the angels stopped listening,
Or maybe I burned too bright to see.
But if there's grace left in the embers,
It can stay - it doesn't owe me.

Heaven's in ashes and I still choke,
On every word I never spoke.
You were the sin I couldn't cleanse,
The prayer that never ends.
You can't save what's already gone,
But I'll keep praying like I'm wrong.
Heaven's in ashes -
And I'm still singing along.