Nevermind

I don't know myself like I used to
Memories are spilling from my brain
I don't love you like I'm supposed to
Maybe it's cause you treat me the same
Stuck inside my head once again
I need to get away from this place
There's no need for rational thinking
If I have you to force me to do things
Maybe I'm wrong or maybe I'm right
Maybe It's hard or maybe it's fine
Maybe I'm here or I'm falling behind
Maybe I'm dead? cause I don't feel alive
Nevermind
I don't why I'm so conflicted
All the walls are shifting around me
I feel like there's something I'm missing
Cause I tend to forget to remember things
I would hate to be myself
Cause I'm just a reflection of my brain
You don't listen, so go count your courage
You're gonna run out and only pain remains
Maybe I'm wrong or maybe I'm right
Maybe It's hard or maybe it's fine
Maybe I'm here or I'm falling behind
Maybe I'm dead? cause I don't feel alive
Nevermind