Introverted

I don't hate you
I just need some time alone
I'm sorry I can't stay
I'd rather be at home

I know you feel the same
I can see it in your eyes
Can't make eye contact
But can see the right through their lies

Why don't you tell me how you feel?
I'm tired of waiting
I want this to be real

I'm nervous, observing
So determined it's concerning
I'm a burden and I'm hurting
Go easy on me, I'm learning

Is it ever going to be enough?
I know it's not easy
But it shouldn't be this tough

I don't hate you
I just need some time alone
I'm sorry I can't stay
I'd rather be at home

I try to speak but
My mind is deep in thought
They're calling me back to earth
Like I'm an astronaut