Paranoid Love Affair

I have driven rusty nails deep into this love 
You're so right it's all my fault 

Trust me
I lie to girls to save this paranoid love affair 
I've pushed my luck again

Now it's time for a radical change
cause IÂ'm about to break down 
The mental war machine creeps on 
Little strokes fell big oaks
It's like starring on the clock that tells
time is threatening your life
I implode and explode

You destroy the thing you love
No- it's the other way around
What you love destroys you
You keep on thinking it's your fault
I swear next time I have to choose
I'll choose myself 
Maybe I'm fine when IÂ'm alone

I'll push my luck again and again