Disappear

Hey it's getting late and I think I should go
You probably don't know that I
Am starting to feel the stares like a knife to my neck
One move and you might have a mess
I think I'm floating can you
Hold me tell me everything's fine and I don't
Expect you to hear
These screams through my deafening silence
Don't worry about it but
Please let me

Disappear, you don't want me here
You know I don't fit and everyone sees it
So I'll sit here imploding with fear
I'm tired of actin'
Afraid of the things that I made in my head
I'm sorry, I'm sorry
I'm not who you want me to be

A new day will forget
That the girl from last night might have ruined her life
And she wants to forgive herself
But this thing that's inside her
Has been around far far too long
She's fighting every moment to make herself
A person, a human on earth
She wants to be free
But 'til then she must hide away she cries
Please let me

Disappear, you don't want me here
You know I don't fit and everyone sees it
So I'll sit here imploding with fear
I'm tired of actin'
Afraid of the things that I made in my head
I'm sorry, I'm sorry
I'm not who you want me to be

I don't think you see me
I don't think I'm here
I don't think you know me
I don't think you care

So let me
Disappear, you don't want me here
You know I don't fit and everyone sees it
So I'll sit here imploding with fear
I'm tired of actin'
Afraid of the things that I made in my head
I'm sorry, I'm sorry
I'm not who you want me to be