Blind

I see myself in a hotel on New Year's Eve
Crying, all dressed up
I got a long, long list of those kind nights, looking back on us

I see you and me tryna fake happy
I see all the reasons why it ended badly
I see I'm better alone, I see all of that, I know
Then I see your name come up on my phone

And I go blind again (I-I-I, I-I-I)
And I don't mind again (I-I-I, I-I-I)
Yeah, I'm not gonna lie
No, I'm not gonna lie
Baby, I see you and all of a sudden, I
I'm blind again (I-I-I, I-I-I)

I'll never say I wish it never happened
I know that shit was love
But somewhere along the way
It got ugly, now I'm looking back on us

I see you and me tryna fake happy
I see all the reasons why it ended badly
I see I'm better alone, I see all of that, I know
Then I see your name come up on my phone

And I go blind again (I-I-I, I-I-I)
And I don't mind again (I-I-I, I-I-I)
Yeah, I'm not gonna lie
No, I'm not gonna lie
Baby, I see you and all of a sudden, I
I'm blind again (I-I-I, I-I-I)

Babe, I'm not gonna lie
I hoped you'd show up tonight
'Cause you know I kinda like
When I
(I go blind again)

And I go blind again (I-I-I, I-I-I)
And I don't mind again (I-I-I, I-I-I)
Yeah, I'm not gonna lie
No, I'm not gonna lie
Baby, I see you and all of a sudden, I
I'm blind again (I-I-I, I-I-I)

I go blind again