Losing It

It started with a whisper
Saying I'm not good enough
A murmur that got louder
Calling out my bluff
Guess fake it till you make it
Only works for a while
I'm looking for an exit
A permanent exile

So tired of self abuse
I dug deep but hit a wall
I gotta look for clues
On the outside of my skull

Sometimes I feel like I've been losing it
Stomach in knots
Intrusive thoughts
I can be so mean to me
The more I'm trying the more they persist
Stuck in a rut, sick to my gut
Fight to live another day

I got my healthy routine
Meditate everyday
Still I can feel the gangrene
Eating me away
And the memories of my jealousies
And my enemies, they keep haunting me
If I keep this up, I'll be crashing down
Six feet underneath the ground

So tired of self abuse
I dug deep but hit a wall
I gotta look for clues
On the outside of my skull

Sometimes I feel like I've been losing it
Stomach in knots
Intrusive thoughts
I can be so mean to me
The more I'm trying the more they persist
Stuck in a rut, sick to my gut
Fight to live another day

One more fight
It's alright
I know I'm not the only-
-One more day to survive
And it's the same for every-
-One more fight
It's alright
I know I'm not the only-
-One more day to survive
And it's the same for everyone

And it's the same for everyone

Sometimes I feel like I've been losing it
Stomach in knots
Intrusive thoughts
I can be so mean to me
The more I'm trying the more they persist
Stuck in a rut, sick to my gut
Fight to live another day

One more fight
It's alright
I know I'm not the only-
-One more day to survive
And it's the same for every-
-One more fight
It's alright
I know I'm not the only-
-One more day to survive
And it's the same for everyone