Sedative

I was already out of it 
cnd now I sit there and I watch my pain as it drives again
Stuck inside my head
Now the walls are caving in 
I feel the suffocation spreading underneath my skin

I'll tell myself that I'm in control 
Stuck in a hell exposing my soul 
I fought myself on every lie I've been told
I swear that I'll find out
Find out on my own

My world fading as I see red
Finding a way through the depths
Now I'm going back and forth 
clways fighting a war
I feel no more 

I tell myself that I'm in control 
Stuck in a hell exposing my soul 
I fought myself on every lie I've been told
I swear that I'll find out
Find out on my own

I see red
I can't feel my hands again
I can't hear what you just said 
I can't live with what I am
I'm dying from depression 

I was already out 
clready out again

I tell myself that I'm in control 
Stuck in a hell exposing my soul 
I fought myself on every lie I've been told
I swear that I'll find out
Find out on my own