Transcending Fire

A reason for hope I had forgotten, silencing pain
Wounds were just cuts on this orphan season
That I used to veil

With closed eyes I've watched the gleam lose its thorns
Until skies were no more
Through unrelenting strain my fears were all gone
Gone like the vibrance of my whole world

Within this crystalline ether lies all I left
Drown in a stream of mind, drifting higher
Resignment fills my veins

Yet in the darkest clouds rays find their way
Along this dead end path tracks lead no aim
The essence of my outcome lies in its emptiness
Could I thrive on the shores of this nothingness
When perfection seems to dwell on a sunless tide that never failed

Should this haze be my blaze

Am I a drop just lost in this haunting rain
Will my heart stop longing for another day
As my pulse leaves me like light on the edge of ends
For once I now feel like I belong to something else

Through loss and bliss I now stray away
At last dreams in my core grew reality
Exhaling back what was once our Transcending Fire