I Feel Better When Nobody Remembers I Exist
Ethan Jewell
3:44I was just, uh, thinking about you And I know you've been having a hard time Um, so just wanted to give you a call And tell you that I really believe in you and you got this The sunsets are dull and you don't know what to do So you scrubbed down your brain and you bought some new shoes And the reliable tricks just aren't working Despite the pain killers your heart is still hurting You've had a rough day, a hard night, the worst week But I see past your smile to the tears on your cheek A pessimistic struggle for most of your life But please, stay with me for tonight Just calling again, uh, thought about you earlier And, uh, just let me know if you ever need anything, okay I'm here and we all care about you Your stomach is turning and that feeling is back And your brain will burn bridges but won't cut you some slack And sleep won't come easy and your eyelids are bright And everything's scary and nothing's alright There's salt in the sea and then there's salt in your wounds And there's dirt in the hearses and there's blood on the moon And your brain's trying to kill you for the 100th time Just please, stay with me just for tonight It's just me, reaching out again I haven't heard from you, I'm a little worried I just wanted to call you and remind you that you are loved And it absolutely gets better, I promise The same brain that tried to kill you will one day save your life And one day you'll have a lover, a husband, or a wife One day you'll breathe easy and your lungs won't be heavy And your hands won't be shaky and your mind will hold steady And it won't be easy, but you've been through the waves And you stayed up for hours and you've stayed up for days And I'm not saying it's different, I'm not saying it's nice I just think you should stay at least for tonight Tomorrow might be better, the sun's up at first glance You don't have to promise, just give life a chance It gets so much better, please give life a chance Just for tonight, please give life a chance No matter how hard it gets, there's always a reason to stay There really is It's there every day You just have to look for it