Glitter On

I skip for efficiency 
I twirl around the bannister when nobodies looking at me  
I kiss for the dopamine, its a merciless agony, Im earnestly trying

I chase escape for the dog in me 
My choice paralysis is avoiding it, I'm asking to leave
to breed more alternatives
Its just counterintuitive, and where did it get me to?
  
I play with my senses 
For eight and a half minutes 
Play with my senses 
little pleasure for the hell I'm in 

Oh, play your favorite song 
Put the glitter on
It makes it bearable 

I think out loud on the '73
Speaking for myself in conversations with future me
Bitch! I wish from the mezzanine I could throw you the Ritalin instead of a rose
I know I fake my disinterest enough for my paid participants to love 
it takes ambivalence to love 
And I fake it, I eat my cake 

I play with my senses 
For three minutes 20 seconds

Play with my senses
little pleasure for the hell I'm in

Oh, play your favorite song 
Put the glitter on
It makes it bearable 

Oh, and when you play along 
Put the glitter on
It makes it bearable 

(This girl will self destruct in 3, 2, 1)

Oh, play your favorite song 
Put the glitter on
It makes it bearable 

Oh, and when you play along 
Put the glitter on
It makes it bearable 

Please make it bearable

Bear it "