No Safety

There is nowhere safe, always searching for an exit
Paranoid, always questioning intentions
For all the times that I never learned my lessons
The fear persists, and I fall back to regression

Been living life inside the crosshairs
Feeding of the scraps, survival's never been fair
Harmed inside the walls of those who claimed to care
I've been left for dead and stripped naked and bare

No safety

I flinched at love like it's a guillotine
Trust is coated in rust, so now I show my teeth
Like a stray dog, I'm barking to be seen
Still searching for a place where I can truly be me

Trudging through life, I've grown so worn out and bitter
Wish I could cut the wires of my short-circuit system
And now I'm bleeding out from all the truth that was given
Why wasn't my safety ever fucking considered?

Fell short of blind eyes, why wouldn't anyone listen?
Ignored the warning signs, and now everything is different
Fear takes control of my mind, it's violent and unforgiving
Why wasn't my safety ever fucking considered?

Left for dead
Alone again

Damaged and torn, I'm stricken with grief
I can't ever find peace, even in my sleep
I've severed ties every time my wounds have started to bleed
But now I finally see what the fuck is wrong with me

Always searching for an exit
Paranoid, always questioning intentions
For all the times that I never learned my lessons
The fear persists, and I fall back to regression

Been living life inside the crosshairs
Feeding of the scraps, survival's never been fair
Harmed inside the walls of those who claimed to care
I've been left for dead and stripped naked and bare

Trudging through life, I've grown so worn out and bitter
Wish I could cut the wires of my short-circuit system
And now I'm bleeding out from all the truth that was given
Why wasn't my safety ever fucking considered?

Fell short of blind eyes, why wouldn't anyone listen?
Ignored the warning signs, and now everything is different
Fear takes control of my mind, it's violent and unforgiving
Why wasn't my safety ever fucking considered?

Extortionist, stare into the seething wound, motherfucker
You've never seen pain like this before
Why wasn't my safety ever fucking considered?
Fuck you all, here we go

No safety
No safety
No safety