Alyssum

I don't know why nothing works out
Everyone builds me up, just to tear me down
Give me your time and then don't try to hide
Bitch I'm taking it all, hiding it all
That's just the way I am
And you won't understand
And I'm a mess since you left me on my knees
Praying why oh why did this happen to me
Take a bow for all the hours you've haunted me
But I don't mind it's nice having you up there

Your name rings inside my own dark twisted mind
No, gave you my time and then opened your mind
So what to expect except get hurt again
But no
I don't mind
I don't mind
I don't mind
I don't mind

Tell me why am I wrong
All I do is stay up late
And flirt with you in mind
Roll my eyes inside my head
And watch my brain
Melt through my teeth
And I'm a mess since you left me on my knees
Praying why oh why did this happen to me
Take a bow for all the hours you've haunted me
But I don't mind it's nice having you up there

Your name rings inside my own dark twisted mind
No, gave you my time and then opened your mind
So what to expect except get hurt again
But no
I don't mind
I don't mind
I don't mind
I don't mind