Relapse

You
You've been gone for a while
I've been looking inside
I've been wondering why
You've been lurking inside

You're the darkness that I
I've been hiding inside
I've been wondering why

You

I'm holding out
The longing to relapse
Should I take the fall?

Tie me up
While my mind lines up
The reasons to fall back in
So I don't relapse

You
You've leaned back in my life
I've been weeping inside
As I fall to your might
You've been lying inside

I've been learning these lies
That's been feeding the hive
You're controlling your life

Pull me
From this
Spiral that keeps spinning back to you

You

I'm holding out
The longing to relapse
Should I take the fall?

Tie me up
While my mind lines up
The reasons to fall back in
So I don't relapse