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樊宇镈(Coulson Fan)
4:04I had a plan for everything Even how I'd lose Mapped it all in silence So I'd never have to choose I scheduled out my dreams Color coded all my days But nothing in the system Warned me you would fade I called it logic You called it distance I called it focus But you just needed presence I had a blueprint But not for this I knew the timing But not what I'd miss I built the steps Down to every line But love's not math It slips through time I tracked the future With ruthless grace But never learned How to stay in one place I drafted reasons But not the truth I gave control But never proof I don't forget the way you looked When I broke your rhythm clean Told you this won't last forever Like that made it less real You waited at the exit While I checked my lines again Thinking love was strategy Instead of letting you in I measured answers You needed questions I offered paths But not connection I had a blueprint But not for this I knew the timing But not what I'd miss I built the steps Down to every line But love's not math It slips through time I tracked the future With ruthless grace But never learned How to stay in one place I drafted reasons But not the truth I gave control But never proof I still mark the calendar Of what we could've been Even architects like me Forget where to begin I rewrote the plans But left your name untouched Thought I'd outgrow the feeling But it still shows up too much I had the language But not the tone I built the house But not the home I drew the plans But missed the glow You were the part I didn't know I had a blueprint But not for love And maybe that's Where I went wrong I made the plan too perfect Forgot to leave room for grace I stayed in control I stayed in control I stayed in control I stayed in control I stayed in control