Infp’S Diary (Night)

I keep my world behind the curtains
Speak in lowercase emotions
People say I'm hard to read
But I've written novels in silence

I sit in corners of loud rooms
Not 'cause I don't care
Just... don't wanna say something
That echoes back as air

I feel too deeply
But love too quietly
So I stay a little further back
Where I can watch
And never crash

I'm just someone quiet
But I notice everything
You laugh I fold you talk I write
You leave I replay that night

I'm not loud but I'm alive
Just inside
Where it's softer
And no one can bite

I dream like it's real
Love like a poem
Lose like a pattern
But stay like a ghost

You'd never know how much I cared
'Cause I'd never ask you to care back
I don't chase
But I stay
In playlists in dreams
In words you'll never read

I speak through songs
Through sighs and drafts
Through long walks
And unspoken laughs

I'm just someone quiet
But I notice everything
You laugh I fold you talk I write
You leave I replay that night

I'm not loud but I'm alive
Just inside
Where it's softer
And no one can bite

I'm just someone quiet
But I remember everything
The scarf you left
The song you skipped
The look you gave before "that's it"

I'm not loud
But I'm still here
I don't disappear
I just... wait in case
You come near

Don't confuse silence with emptiness
Some hearts scream without sound

I'm just someone quiet
But if you read between the lines
You'd see I was writing you
The whole treasure time

Oh dear diary
I think I miss someone
I never had