Medicine

Remember the day
We talked for hours tryna make it okay
I never wanted you to stay up too late
Never wanted to be standing in your way
Now I'm feeling

I'm feeling like our time has come undone
And I can't escape the feeling of feeling numb
(Oh)

How'd you think I'd be your medicine?
When I can't even help myself
Saw the end to begin with
How'd we get this far?
Now I can't help you make you heal
When my scars they still bleed (oh)
I shouldn't have to be your medicine
When I can't even help myself

Remember the night
I waited for you till they turned off the lights
On your high horse always pickin' a fight
But then I've never had a rush that high
Like the one you gave me

Now I can't, can't go on, livin' without
Your love is locked inside
I can't erase these memories
So lost, shit, I could just cry
Right here, right in front of her eyes
I can't let this go

Can't let this go
'Cause I feel it all like this
Your face so hard to miss
It's all gone so I reminisce
Got my eyes closed tryna fix
Everything I'm feeling now

Oh god, am I sane?
Oh, define me
All fears surround me
Your face, it must stay
Hold on, I can bend the boundary

Our time has come undone
And I can't escape the feeling of feeling numb
(Oh)

How'd you think I'd be your medicine?
When I can't even help myself
Saw the end to begin with
How'd we get this far?
Now I could help you make you heal
When my scars, they still bleed (oh)
I shouldn't have to be your medicine
When I can't even help myself