Ebb & Flow

If it was up to you, would I reside-inside your fantasy?
Not reality
'Cause I took every word you said as truth
Guess that was my misunderstanding, not factuality

Now I'm pacin' at a slow speed
See you on my phone screen
More than real life, always after five
I'm tryna keep my nose clean
I'm worried that it won't be like you describe
There's no disguise

I'm caught in ebb and flow
No matter how hard I try, I never find paradise
Your iridescent glow
I can only fantasise
Never a waste of time, mmm

Locked up in my room
I turn my back against the moon
It makes me think of you, do you see it too?
Now my eyes are full of white, it keeps me company at night
When my mind is blue, do you see it too?

Now I'm pacin' at a slow speed
See you on my phone screen
More than I'd like, now it's after nine
I'm tryna keep my nose clean
I'm worried that it won't be like you describe
There's no disguise

I'm caught in ebb and flow
No matter how hard I try, I never find paradise
Your iridescent glow
I can only fantasise
Never a waste of time, mmm

Zero to one hundred, I am outnumbered
Feeling cold-blooded, I don't know what love is
Zero to one hundred, I am outnumbered
Feeling cold-blooded, I don't know what love is
Zero to one hundred, I am outnumbered
Feeling cold-blooded, I don't know what love is
Zero to one hundred, I am outnumbered
Feeling cold-blooded, I don't know what love is

Caught in ebb and flow
No matter how hard I try, I never find paradise
Your iridescent glow
I can only fantasise
Never a waste of time, mmm