Half-Truths V2.0

I look, I look for an ending
This thing needs mending
Or it just needs to stop
I ask if a god will take this heavy weight
This burden that I carry
Or just decide my fate

You knew, you knew this all time
How I towed the line
My old thoughts get blurry
The good days feel wrong
My stomach is sick but I just wanna belong
Right here with you
I'm tired

The past is in its proper place
But the lies keep running on your face
It's the half-truths that confuse my head
It's the things you left unsaid
I feel used, I feel spent
I am tangled in what we were
Still the one who lets your fingers
Wrap around me, I'm not sure

I hold on to the shape of what we built
I ignore the obvious faults
I am still the one who bends when you pull
When you pull, I wait here like a fool
Hoping you will make a choice
But you never raise your voice

The past is in its proper place
But the lies keep running on your face
It's the half-truths that confuse my head
It's the things you left unsaid
I feel used, I feel spent
I am tangled in what we were
Still the one who lets your fingers
Wrap around me, I'm not sure

Take me or just let me go
I am sick of the back and forth
Make a decision, make it now
End this agony, I don't care how
Stop this, I know you try to keep
It in a box while I just weep
If there is a god above, let's finish this
I've had enough now

The past is in its proper place
But the lies keep running on your face
It's the half-truths that confuse my head
It's the things you left unsaid
I feel used, I feel spent
I am tangled in what we were
Still the one who lets your fingers
Wrap around me, I'm not sure

I'm still tangled
My stomach's sick
I just need to stop