Bleach Blonde

Calm down that's a lot for me
Let me first flip a coin to choose my energy
Then I'll choose yours cause nothing is real
Convince me not but I'll do what I feel
Don't care bout the consequence
If I want something now then imma do it
Its easy to get trapped in thought
So lost can't pick
To compensate
I'll choose the polar opposite
What do I want
What do I want
What do I want
I don't know
What do I want
What do you want
I'm not sure
But I'll go
Bleach blonde
Bleach blonde
Bleach blonde
Bleach blonde
I like when the light's on me
Except for when I'm thought of as the enemy
I want challenge but ease
I'm going insane
I always win fast and point all the blame
I hate being left behind
Except for when it comes to my subconscious mind
I'm feeling pain in my back
Don't know who I am
I'm seeing things from the past
Just hold my hand
It's not my fault
It's all your fault
It's all my fault
I don't know
It's all my fault
It's all my fault
It's all my fault
So I'll go
Bleach blonde
Bleach blonde
Bleach blonde
Bleach blonde
Assume the worst
Hope for the best
Oh I'm a mess
I don't know
Gift and a curse
I'll make it worse
I'll write a verse
I don't know
I'll do it wrong
But it's so right
I'm out of sight
I don't know
I'll write a song
It's how I fight
Don't wanna bite
So I'll go
Bleach blonde
Bleach blonde
Bleach blonde
Bleach blonde