Enemy

I’m feeling like a stranger
No I am not the same
caught up in a nightmare
haunted by my demons
deep inside of me
I’m feeling like a failure
my life’s like a disease
an incurable cancer
miserable traitor
I’m trying to defeat

I’m slightly broken
I am a wreck cause I am choking my emotions
but my heart it won’t forget
I cannot erase what will always be a part of me
I’m my own worst enemy

I’m my own worst enemy

I am non-believer
Will I ever be saved
and it feels like the world turns its back on me
It hits so hard to get up again

Tell me what’s the point in all of this

I’m slightly broken
I am a wreck cause I am choking my emotions
but my heart it won’t forget
All of my time wrestling for life and death
Sometimes I wonder why I still exist
No more joking
I try my best to deal with my repressed emotions
cause my heart it won’t forget
I cannot erase what will always be a part of me
I’m my own worst enemy

I’m my own worst enemy