Remedy

I try to erase
all my memories and thoughts deep down in my mind
but I’m slowly digging deeper
At times I escape
when the smoke fills my old lungs
in the darkest nights
but I’m mostly feeling weaker

My world crumbles to dust
beautiful like golden rust
so out of reach

Remedy
Help me out before
I will surrender
Remedy
Help me to brave it out
so I finally could be free

I embrace
that I am not the person I’m trying to create
although I am a great pretender

And the more I start to trust
the more I have gone bust
I’m out of reach