Sideways

No, this is not the way
Feeling like I lost control
I know my own enemy
Looking back in the mirror at me
Is it fine as a line crossed in my mind?
Live or die, I just don't know
Paranoid and annoyed
Better keep my eyes locked to the ground

I wanna go straight but I'm so sideways (Sideways)
When everything's right, I show the wrong face
I tell myself it's what I needed
But each time I win, I feel defeated

Fake animosity
Every time I call you out
I feel the insanity pulling me in all directions
It's not enough just to kill my vanity
You won't stop until nothing's left
I fight back but I come up empty
Losing ground instead

I wanna go straight but I'm so sideways (Sideways)
When everything's right, I show the wrong face
I tell myself it's what I needed
But each time I win, I feel defeated

I'm burnt all alone, full of fate, on my own
So I do what's right
I've been overthrown away
But I won't drown in my sorrow
I fight to stay alive

I wanna go straight but I'm so sideways (Sideways)
When everything's right, I show the wrong face
I tell myself it's what I needed
But each time I win, I feel defeated
I wanna go straight but I'm so sideways (Sideways)
When everything's right, I show the wrong face
I tell myself it's what I needed
But each time I win, I feel defeated